overboard

Sunday, March 18, 2012 1:05 PM

yet another crazy week, and with my FYP uncompleted.

and how dear life is making me go through so much more at the same time.

i can't even ignore it anymore, despite my unwillingness to dive in.

what choice do i have?

二十二岁又三个月,没想到真的让我感受到“暧昧”是什么滋味。

来得很不是时候,但我不能不理会。

到底该不该哭泣 想太多是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人 是不是同一个 真实的你?

我敢肯定,这一次,真的要速战速决。至于“决”是什么,听天由命吧。

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Thursday, March 15, 2012 10:52 PM

gahhhhh. idiot.

in all sense of the word.

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calm

1:35 AM

since when did my final semester become such a roller coaster ride? wasn't it supposed to be full blast projects?

in any case, tonight had a strangely calming effect on me.

i guess that's probably a good thing.

loving how i'm learning, every single moment.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall

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guilt

Tuesday, March 13, 2012 3:08 PM

slight pang of guilt strike me over what i did, but haha, what's done is done.

the suspense is just killing me, but i guess that's the point.

hmmm.

work, work.

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girls

Sunday, March 11, 2012 11:15 PM

glad to have had the chance to talk it through with my girl friends. =))

i guess i just need to be braver this time round.

afterall, this is the last chance for a learning experience. any sort of learning.

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help

1:54 PM

at this rate i dun think i can handle whats happening by myself any much longer....

i kinda need some help here.

=(

yea, im actually so much weaker than i appear to be.

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sweep

Friday, March 9, 2012 8:25 PM

week 8 came and went... i'm not even sure what happened.

it's been an emotionally exhausting week.... that's for sure.

it's come to the point that stress level is so high, eating is no longer a compulsory activity. i find myself eating at most 1-2 meals per day, no appetite for more.

its just comforting to know, though, that i'm not the only one feeling the same peculiar amount of stress.

i overloaded myself. academically and emotionally.

at least my late submission for DSC did went through last week, and i secure a full marks for it (along with probably the whole class). awaiting the 2nd submission's results, which was done in the midst of... emotional chaos.

this is probably the last time i'm experiencing this amount of work in school, coupled with such emotions.

to be able to experience all these in my final semester, i would take it to be a blessing.

at least i know i aint graduating with regrets of any kind. tried, and tried the best i could. somehow, the outcome doesn't seem to matter that much already. =)

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memories ; reality




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